Wandering with no direction
running from all the pain
and misguided mistakes.
Roaming in melancholy
twisted.
The knife cannot
cut that which is
guazy and immaterial.
Cannot bleed
the broken, wizened heart.
All the things that made me real
I burned
but I’m not even a flame
roaming the earth.
A cold transparency.
Disquiet wearing away the soul.
Searching and seeking things that cannot make me solid again.